Dentist 4th step

Thank's God its Friday? or Friday I'm in Love. Neither of that.. it is my dentist appointments again. My mom willingly to come, gave me such a relieve (plus on additional dinner and shopping etc hi2). She talksss soooooo much, so different from me?? im not like her sometimes... well we discussed about :Men, Married Man, Men, Life, Men , Men, Men, Men, Men, Marriage, and children.... interesting... something i never understand from talking with fellow friends.. well except for the married ones, but still mom is the greatest love of all.. it is the noblest service of all. Thank you God for today. Thank you God for giving me mom like mine.. Amen.

Freedom

all i want is Freedom.. for writing my blog.. who read it anyway ;p
bla bla bla heart burst of mine.. it had a point at the time. . memories is always in my head :)

Live High

I try to picture a girl
Through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl
As her own new world
Through a home is on the surface, she is still a universe

Glory God, oh God is peeking through the blinds
Are we all here standing naked
Taking guesses at the actual date and time
Oh my, justifying reasons why
Is an absolutely insane resolution to live by

Live high
Live mighty
Live righteously
Takin it easy
Live high, live mighty
Live righteously

Try to picture the man
To always have an open hand
And see him as a giving tree
See him as matter
Matter fact he's not a beast
No not the devil either
Always a good deed doer
And it's laughter that we're making after all

The call of the wild is still an ordination why
And the order of the primates
All our politics are too late
Is this assembly singing of gratitude
Practising their lovin for you

Live high
Live mighty
Live righteously
Takin it easy
Live high, live mighty
Oh live righteously

Take it all,
And just take it easy
And celebrate the malleable reality
You see nothing is ever as it seems
Yeah this life is but a dream

Lift me up to the almighty
Raise your hands and start acknowledgin


Live high, live high
Live mighty, mighty, mighty,
Oh live righteously
Takin it easy
Live high, live mighty
Oh live righteously
Just take, just just taking it easy
Live high
Oh live mighty, mighty
Oh live righteously
Take it all, just take it, take it easy
See live high,
Oh live righteously
Just take it easy
...

by Jason Mraz

24052009

today...woke up so early05.30... talked to my sister about lots, then had breakfast with my mom talking about many hings,then Lunch:nanny's pavillion with vq n ara, caught my eyes on some items at atmosphere, must shop there! dinner at home , but dinner at midori , then hangout at brussel spring..i hate annoyingness,but i am also so quiet..

....... life is different for everyone... but sometimes it combines..........bcoz we socialize.... and life combines :) 3 days back, i was having somewhat toothache complication..
On wednesday... i hang out with girlfriends to watch Night at the museum 2 (without jessy who's in bali).... thursday, didnt went to church, but went out with adrian and a friend from jkt... today.. goiing to the dentist again... hope i will trust her this time :) if not, i'll never go there ever.. i believe on second chances :) about love... i learnt from my friends about gossip talks, guys talks: guysss... are just more selfish? or his prestige is more than anything that he have to save , so i should text him more often... but what ever... girls have to wait ^^

quarter life crisis/ toothache?

@ home all day... nothing is wrong with me.. only my teeth is not friendly.. i have bunch of plans for tomorrow :) i have friends.. i need massage........

Teeth is sensitive matter

today...went to class in the morning, late... WHy why why... i should have been early, woke up wayy on time... mr. nico let me in and i still can sign the present ^^i was the only one who handed in paper, others they collectthe rar for "RIA".. then...... Algorithm:maybe i was thinking too much.. but is Mrs Christine talk about me swimming refering to her friend's children... then i had to meet up my mom, went to this new dentist... somehow i couldnt trust her..it was fine the first teeth... even not.. i was trying to.. i felt like it was smaller carities then the hole she made... The second tooth, it was worst.. i was gonna jump out the dentist chair.. went home.. mumbling to my mom how i dont trust her.. and thinking of going to tante Swanny, or my old dentist.. came home, called nana n vq, cried it out loud.thanks God for the meal i havent pray hihi... thank you for today... forgive the dentist if she is wrong, forgive me if im wrong..Amen

Angels n Deamon

learn at Krisma.. too fanatic of something is not what we shall do! Tho, it is important to have ur own faith, personality... i was watching other bit of IT Crowd bfore church.... watch Angel & Deamon. It is a good movie..and making me Wish i could get marry in Vatican :p God, thank you for today. i was falling in love for 15 minutes today hehee...Amin

today.. woke up late... late lunch... watch IT Crowd.. Isnt it funny this movie.. got a call from my bestfriend, I am going to be her maid of honor!! :) i am so happy for you two :) went to viewing.. listened to the sermon.. how death collected family together. went back home.. watch IT Crowd again... hey, r u telling me something from the movie guys? well, just wait...and see.. Thank you God for today, Amen.

My journal starts today

Today , I went to campus.. went to the class.. She is such a dear my lecture Mrs.Saron. Then, I went to SAT. Sat there, have fluent conversation with Bimo about lots of thing... had lots of thoughts.. it was weird... here in my mind... had lots of question for poor mr Francis..simple thoughts of what I might have to do for this flowcharts... but somehow it is too simple.. later, i went to Banana Inn met with Farah and Bean then went to Sampoerna for swimming with Jessy, Diana, Dian. Had dinner @glosis ciwalk and had a bottle of wine, MV. What a wonderful day.. went home... and chat.. made me realize that this isnt happening... its not it ;p But Thanks God I am what I am now... I dont want myself to be anyone else :) God bless me, Amen.

Rule #1: First Date

I like guys to bring flowers and buy some gifts– not expensive things, just romantic things. They should make it personal, or else you can feel there’s no love in it. I like men to pick me up and bring me to a candlelit dinner and then take me out to dance. Lunch is also a nice move in the beginning because it’s sensitive – you don’t show that you have to rush into sex.

Maturity

Maturity counts not by age ... i realized it perfectly last Sunday @Krisma when I was late for the group meeting and got this perfect detention. It is hard to be mature all the time. Believe me ,we can be more successful in life when we learn to be mature. Im just realizing things more clearly everyday now.. Thank you God for opening my eye of heart and guide me all the time to reach higher level of maturityAmen:)