The truth about life:life is Complicated

I believe that she's telling the truth.. Tears came out, I saw.. they broke up. it's quite final... almost 8 years going out and then suddenly they're only friend. It is impossible for her. He proposed to still kept the normal business relation. But , she said its impossible. It is easier if break up is break up. I agree with her. That is what I did with mine. It is almost impossible to erase ur feeling when 'someone that u loves that doesnt want u anymore' still around. It is hard, i can say, if u insist trying. When u are a woman with feeling, it is almost impossible.. there are exceptions, but what ? please tell me.
In my case I'm still waiting, thinking, imagining and waiting... love , love , love , love, love so confusing but hard to get.. for me there's no need to complicate, but:life is Complicated. Maybe it is easier to take care of urself rather than taking responsibility, full commitment of higher level of relationship. For me the road to this relationship is interesting:what friends says, what bestfriend says, what just people says.. what my sister says what my parent says what he says. What I says...who? What? confuse rite..Me Too !
God please lead the way You have chosen for me, whatever it will be, Im sure I can handle it, if I cannot it is not for me . Amen.